Sup kiddies.

It's hot and humid here.

Gross.

Lets get down to business.

So!

This week was intense. Like, Magnum P.I. intense. (I have no idea what I'm saying.)

Anyways!

"Carmelite Saint-Aubain, Having been commissioned of Jesus Christ, I baptize you in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost, amen."

(I think thats how it goes...)

We had a baptism! Carmelite is the sweetest woman in the world. She's had it rough, But we've been with her every step of the way the last like 4 weeks we've been working with her. Shes a saint. She's a Haitian woman, who grew up in Brooklyn, and she doesnt like speaking Creole with us, but she speaks it just fine. It's pretty weird haha. She's got a bunch of kids, and we're going over later today, to get all of her kids set up with baptismal dates for this weekend! Super excited. Ray a 17 year old recent convert baptized her. He's from Cuba, and the only member in his family. He's a super trooper. I love this kid! Anyways..

I've seen so many miracles out here. We just saw 1 actually. Carmelite hasn't had it easy with her finances, and we've all been praying really hard for a miracle for her. Monday at 12:30 (Just 10 minutes ago) She would have been evicted, and had to live in a shelter. But! She just called, and everything worked out. Shes good. God has blessed her. Fasting, Prayer... They work.

So, last week's email was probably hard to understand. I have a hard time describing myself, and my emotions. But, That experience was basically when I knew without a shadow of a doubt, that I've walked down a path where theres no coming back. I know that Christ lives, and that His church has truly been restored on the Earth. I know with all of me, that fact. And, because I know that. I cannot deny it. No matter what happens, It would be the biggest lie I could ever make if I said otherwise. I know that It is true. All of it. And I cannot deny it.

I don't know what else to talk about!

Hmm.

We've just spent this whole week basically working our butts off, and I'm feeling the missionary fatigue. It feels good. It feels exhausting beyond all description, but its perfect. I wouldn't have it any other way. The fruits of our efforts are the in lives we change. We are doing the Lords work, and I vowed I wouldn't ever give up. Not even if I can't take another step! I'm going to take that step, and I'm going to love every second of it.

Elder Owens is now just "Joey."

That punk.

Some members in the ward added him on Facebook this Sunday (He immediately accepted their request.) And his status was "Waking up at 10:00am... Priceless." It was hilarious, but a massive rub in our faces!

Oh well. Like I said, I like feeling exhausted. It means I'm doing my job. If I wasn't on the verge of collapsing, Im probably not working hard enough! haha

It's so freaking hot and sticky. It's nasty. The last week its progressivly gotten hotter, and more humid. My sweater is far from me now.. Every time I step outside now, my glasses instantly fog up, and I go blind. It's really frustrating. It's like nature is against me.

Elder Hoole says most missionaries here that need glasses, either don't wear um, or they wear contacts. The fogged lenses is super annoying, but I have to wear them! I'm blind both ways though, so I dont know what to do. Contacts? Those things are my greatest foe... I loathe them. But If this whole fogged lenses things keeps going I'm going to have to come up with a game plan. Any suggestions?

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hmm.

Okay, heres something.

I'm not one to bash another's beliefs, but I heard something yesterday that's made me really sad.

As Elder Hoole and I were walking home yesterday, a woman was coming out of our neighbors house. Our neighbors kids were running around and saying their goodbyes to the woman. It appeared that the woman and our neighbor just got done with a bible study or something. The older woman turned one of the Children and said "Be obedient so that Jehova will love you!" with a cheer in her voice. (Jehova's witness..)

That hurt me. This isn't a bash, but let me say something here,

Jesus loves EVERYBODY. Even if you're disobedient! He loves you. He loves you so much he suffered for every sin, pain, and grief' you'll ever face in your life. He loves you so much it cannot be described. He suffered incomprehensible pain for all of us. He bleed at every pore for us. All so we could overcome these pains. These sins, and these griefs, and live free from them! Overcome the pain! And live in happiness! He died so that we could live again, and live in happiness for an eternity...

His love is not conditional.

And it will NEVER be.

He will love you no matter how far you stray.

His love for you is infinite.

No matter how rebelious and disobedient you might be. He loves you. He might be dissapointed because he knows you can do better. But His love is not conditional.

Ever.

Never forget that He loves you.

He loves you so much.

He's never far.

If any of you feel lost, or afraid, or as if you are alone.

He is there.

You are never alone.

If you call, he will answer.

Nan non JeziKri, amen.

I love you all.

Forgive me if this letter is lacking at all.

I love you Mom, Dad, Lisa, Kate, Friends, Families, Babies, Girls, Kittens, and Zombies.

I love you all so much.

I really hope to hear from you all soon.

Steph!

You sould Mail me some of the pictures you email me every week xD

Shane & Tracy! I lost your address...

P.S.!

Shane! I found a CD at my apartment with 1 of your Christmas solos. The 1 with the penny whistle! (I think thats the name of the instrument...)

Anyways...

I'm thinkin you should burn me a CD of all your Motab solos and mail it to me for Christmas! xD I'd love it.

Christmas Conference this Thursday! Way excited to see all the missionaries in the mission.

P.S.  The new Elder that replaced Elder Owens is named Elder Gust! He's a Cowboy from St.George!

Theres now 4 Missionaries from St.George in this mission.

St.Geezy Elders are the best.

Send me stuff!

Cya!

Elder Owens last district training meeting.

T.P'd by the Sisters...

Elder Samuelian

I'm paranoid about my bike being stolen...

It's been attempted once or twice already.

My front flashlight was stolen too.

So, I'm getting intense with it.

 Soup,

If you were worried about not getting a letter yesterday, don't worry! I'm not dead. We had whats called a "Pros-Monday." Since Transfers are tomorrow, we have our P-day moved to Tuesday. So, relax. I hope none of you had a melt down or anything haha xD

Okay!!

So,

Cuties.

Lets get down to business.

This week was the week of Contrast.

It was an incredible week as always. But it's also had is complete opposites. This week I had my 6 weeks of newbie skills put to the test. We had our usual weekly exchange with the North Miami Beach Elders. This time though, I wasn't going with Elder Benitez in their Area. Elder Samuelian was coming down to mine.

So!

That means I was taking charge of the Miami Shores Creole area for a day. That was a pretty intense thought to be honest. But I was so excited to get out there, and take charge of my turf!

Elder S, and I had some awesome companionship studies together. I learned a ton. Set goals, and made some awesome plans. (I'm going to be fluent by the end of this next transfer! Don't laugh. I got this. haha)

So! This was where the opposites come in.

Elder S and I had the BEST day on Friday. Elder Hoole who was with Elder Benitez, admitted to having the worst day ever haha.

Elder S and I went to iHop. Elder Hoole and Benitez went to Denny's.

iHop was the most incredible food ever. Elder S and I had been fasting for his investigator Corolla to get permission to be baptized. We walked to iHop to break the fast while our car was in the shop. I am fully converted from Denny's to iHop now. Holy cow. The Cinna-bon french toast made me weep as I ate it. (I always cry when I eat good food. I'ts weird.)

P.S. Kelsee, Im sure you're happy with that news haha!

So! iHop was great!

While we were there we called Elder Hoole and Benitez, who had just eaten at Denny's

Elder Hoole threw up.

That just kind sets the mood for the rest of their day haha..

Elder S. and I went Harvesting. We made a goal of blessing 8 people's homes. We made that goal in about an hour. Record time. We got 3 new investigators, and return appointments. All from 1 complex too.

We taught Don, and Carmelita together. Don is the most incredible investigator I've had so far! He's SO prepared. He hasnt had a single problem with anything. He say's he loves us for coming over. He's definitely getting baptized this Sunday haha!

So, my day was awesome.

Elder Hoole and Benitez had a really rough day. And we had the best day ever. It was really sad haha.

Corolla was able to get permission to be baptized! I told you all last time I wouldn't rest until that happened haha. She was SO prepared! After Elder S and I had prayed all week, and fasted, she finally got permission to be baptized!! I was so excited and happy for everybody haha

The Sisters baptized a man named Gene last Sunday too. He had had a stroke earlier this year, and his entire left side has collapsed. It took 3 guys to get him into the font, and 2 to baptize him. It was very interesting, but sweet to see, the faith this man had. I was asked to give the talk on Baptism and the Holy Ghost 2 minutes before he was to be baptized... So, that was really sudden haha. I hope it was inspiring though!

All the Elders are setting up Elder S's Tom tom.

They have SO MANY AWESOME VOICES! haha

Anyways...

Like I said before, my days are forever long, and the weeks even longer. Though it's only been a short time.

So, everything blends together.

I don't remember everything that went on in my week! It's like a whole year passes by in a week haha.

I always seem to remember after I finish emailing, what exactly I wanted to say in the Email... It's so frustrating.

Elder Owens goes home tomorrow, super sad about it.

How dare he leave!

Go see his his farewell!

December 16th at 12pm at the chapel across the street from the Jr. High

I did something that really made an impact on my life this week.

I studied my Patriarical blessing deeply this week, each personal study time. I don't think I've ever received personal revelation more powerfully, freely, and quickly before. I took each paragraph, and broke it down. I would first read through each sentence, and analyze what it was saying. I'd make a quick analysis in my notebook as to what struck me, what I thought it was telling me, and how I felt. Then, I studied it more intensely. I prayed as I went, and re-read the same sentence over and over again if I had to. I wanted to know exactly what this was telling me. I would then put everything into a Conclusion, and sum it all up. After I had done that, I made a specific goal for each paragraph. I've never felt more comfort, or in tune with the spirit in my life. I suggest each of you study your patriarical blessing. You don't have to use the same layout as me, but If you do something similar, with an idea as to what you want to accomplish after studying it, It will be so much more meaningful to you, then a nice little note of comfort.

Analysis

Conclusion

Goals.

Trust me.

So, I just would like to tell everybody reading this... I know that God lives.

That His Son, Jesus Christ, lived and died for us, and He continues to live on today.

I know that the Holy Priesthood has been restored.

My letters home have talked SO much about how much I love the priesthood. And getting the chance to use it every single day.

I cannot express to you, how much my faith, and knowing of the reality of the Power of the Priesthood has increased since being here.

It has grown skyscrapers high, and continued to grow.

The first time I gained a real testimony, and real... dedication, to honoring, and keeping myself completely worthy, and ready at any moment to use it, and to help another without any exception.

Was after the death of Brother George in the Alpine ward.

As a priest, being able to bless the sacrament was the most incredible thing I had ever done. I never felt more happy in my life, then when I had the opportunity to bless it. I felt closer to heaven then ever before as I knelt, and blessed the water and bread. In remembrance of Him, who died for us.

I never missed a chance to go to the sick in the ward, and bless the Sacrament for them.

I understood why It was important to take the Sacrament. But I think I only understood the mechanical part of it. "Every Sunday, you take it, and you remember Christ, and feel better."

I went to his home, and we found him in his bed.

I had never been in this situation before. I was watching a man in his final moments.

He had family, and friends around him.

The spirit in the room was somber.

We blessed the water and bread, and he struggled to take it.

But, he took it.

I had tears in my eyes, and fought back from losing composure.

I had never felt the spirit more powerfully in my heart.

It seemed to have burnt a hole straight through me.

I was so privileged, an honor.. to bless the bread and water for a man, that was sick, and dying.

He died some short 48 hours later.

When I found out, again I was overcome.

It was like the spirit had blasted a hole in my very being. I had fire coursing through me. I shook with tears streaming down my face. Crying more powerfully then I had ever cried in my life.

The Spirit testified to me so strongly it was undeniable. God lived. Christ lived. His Church was restored. His Gospel is true. His Atonement saves us. He Died for all of us. All of us. All of our pain, all of our sins, all of our sufferings and our sicknesses. He died to save us all. His power is here on Earth. The power of the priesthood is more real and tangible then air we breathe. And somehow, He, Our Father in Heaven, has so much love, faith, and trust in me. To have allowed me to be ordained to the office of a priest. And hold His great, Priesthood keys. 

I was just a boy.

Simple, and foolish.

But as young, simple and foolish as I was.

I was ordained with this authority. To be able to bless this man in his last moments on this Earth.

I saw majesty  as we saw, and blessed Brother George laying on  his death bed.

I saw a man that honored his priesthood. I saw a man that had such great faith, and love of his Brother Jesus Christ. That in his last moments on Earth, he would take the Sacrament.

I saw a man of the Priesthood.

The kind of man I should be.

That experience with him changed me.

It gave me firm believe.

And helped me to build my foundation on Christ.

I vowed.

I vowed with all of me.

That I would honor, and respect my Priesthood until the end of Time.

That I would Never forget my Savior.

And my responsibility to others in this life.

I vowed to serve my Lord, my God, in every aspect of my life, to whatever office, or position I am called. No matter how small. I vowed to follow Christ all the days of my life. And NEVER give up.

I will be the kind of man, that takes the sacrament in my final moments.

And I will live my life in the service of others, as long as I am able.

I will never give up.

I have a great work to do.

I love this Mission.

I love Brother George for being the kind of man he was, to teach me.

I love my Brother Jesus Christ, and His Atonement.

I love my God. 

And I love you all.

I love you all so much.

Forgive me if this experience was hard to understand.

This is one of my most sacred experiences in my life. And I felt it necessary to share at this time.

This was the moment that shook me to the core, and made me decide for myself. Who to follow in life.

It was a changing moment in my life.

And I will Never, forget it.

I love you all.

Goodbye.

Goodnight.

I know this work is True.

Nan non, JeziKri, amen.

Corolla got baptized!!

Dear Family, Friends, and whoever magically got this email,

What's up?

How's life.

I don't always feel like I know whats going on back home. Maybe thats normal. But whatev's.

Alright.

Lets get down to business.

Last weeks letter was kind of lame, mostly because I was pressed for time, and P-days seem to stress me out more then any other day. (I don't know how that works, but it does haha.) I don't like P-day's sometimes. It gives me too much of a window to be selfish, and focus on myself, and my needs, and my life, and all things 'me." I dislike it. I'm working on that. I wan't to get better. I've been here 5 weeks tomorrow, and I've already had to change a lot about myself. It's not like every missionary is perfect. The second were set apart doesnt mean we've become angelic beings that have no issues or personal struggles! But! I'm working on this.

My last letter was lacking in experiences also, because I forget everything that goes on during the week. Let me tell you why that is.

Each day, feels like it's as long as 2 days.

The first day, starts at 6:30. Wake up, get buff, shower, butcher my face, eat, and then studies begin. Studies go from 8, until about 3pm if nothing comes up in between. So, that feels like a whole day by itself. It's maddness.

Then, at 3, the second day begins.

The sun has already started to set, and usually by the time we have an appointment, its dark out. We harvest from like 3-4, sometimes 5. Then go to all our appointments. 

Each scenario is worlds different then the next. I meet about 30 new people each day, and teach maybe 3-4 people every single day. Each have their own problems, situations, and challenges. So, by the time I get back to our apartment at 9pm, my brain is mush, and I cant really remember what happened 5 hours before.

So, it's crazy. The last 5 hours of the day are always the longest too haha. Not like I look at it that way. It's just the amount of things we do from 5-9pm is a lot, and we don't waste time anywhere, so it feels like more time has passed then actually has.

Some of the highlights of my week were going to the beach to play some soccer!

We're not allowed on the "beach" beach. But we were on the other side of a divider, it it's all good. Obedience is key.

Elder Hoole and I got to give blessings to a few people. All very powerful experiences.

We taught a girl named Tosha, and near the end of a lesson, she asked us to give her a "Pslam" of comfort. (I didn't quite understand what that was, but got the idea she was trying to convey.) told us she's been suffering from some pretty awful nightmares, that pretty much make it hard for her to sleep/live. I know what thats like... SO! Without hesitation I asked her if she would like a blessing. (It was our first time sitting down and teaching her, so she didn't understand  about the Priesthood, or blessings at all. But that's fine.) We gave her a blessing right at her door step. (We're not allowed to go in to a home with a woman, unless a boy 12+ is home. It's for respect to women.) We checked up on her a few days later. She hasnt had any more bad dreams. Has been sleeping better, and her whole countenance has changed. She's happier. We've seen her everyday since then. And she's got a date to be baptized on the 9th.

Powerful testimony to me of the reality of the power of the Priesthood.

It was a simple blessing. 

But it works none the less.

Another awesome experience is we got to pray with a Muslim family. Very cool. Never expected that to happen.

I got to teach the Young Mens/Young Womens class in Sunday yesterday with Elder Hoole! It was the BEST! We went in there to encourage everybody to serve a mission. We opened it up for questions about us, and we got some pretty crazy questions thrown our way. But I got to testify of my love for the work. And for the people we serve.

There were 2 investigators there. A girl named Corolla, that the Spanish Elders in our District are teaching. She asked the majority of the questions. She's golden. She said she'd want to serve a mission in Western Europe! Way cool!

And then our investigator Mancini was there. Quiet as always (He's a 15 year old boy. Reminds me of myself.) He said he'd serve somewhere spanish speaking.

Way cool.

I'll await the day they go out haha.

It'll happen.

We also had interveiws with President this week. (I passed. ((I think...))  haha) I seriously Love President and Sister Anderson.

They are like my replacement Mom and Dad for the next 2 years. They mean the world to me.

They teach me so much in such a short time.

I love that man and his wife, dearly.

1 Thing he told me to tell you. (Family/Any of you that read this) He told me to tell you, that "It's a promise from the Lord, that your family will be blessed for your service Elder." And he told me to tell all of you... "Tell them to write you all the blessings they have received, because you are serving a mission."

So, you all have some homework.

;)

Well, I can't think of much else to write about.

I write in my journal every single night, about what goes on. So, sorry it doesnt always get sent to all of you, but I am keeping a record. I promised to write everyday. Even if its just a sentence. So, in 40 years we can all go back and read it, and laugh at how boyish I am.

That's another thing...

I shouldn't be allowed to write letters!

The most childish and lame side of me seems to come out.

Especially when I write girls.. >_>

Which reminds me!

My goals for my mission: (/Hopes/Things I'd love to do.)

1. Train a new missionary. (Which is almost gaurenteed unless im dumb. We're going to have 170-180 missionaries by next June. (Up from 140 currently.) Maddness.

2. Serve in YSA (Young Single Adult) It means, I'll serve with another missionary specifically to teach people ages 18-30. That would be SO cool! All the Elders joke about serving YSA, because of all the "YSA girls you'd be teaching. "Lock your heart!" all that jazz. Heh, I'd be perfect for the job. I have a natural gift to turn down girls, and lock my heart. Maybe it'll come in handy for once! (Emo.)

3.Baptize and Confirm 15 men, that will become Priesthood Holders. (P.S.! Wager Lucious was ordained to the Aaronic Priesthood yesterday! I love that guy!!)

4. Serve in some form of leadership. I really think I would make a good leader, and help the mission progress. So, I'll work for that.

5. Change. Change myself, and become a better man, priesthood holder, disciple of Christ, and person. The hardest part about the mission, is yourself. YOU get in the way of more things then anything else. The only 1 accountable for your success is YOU. And I have to become better. And I get that chance, to better myself every single day. I work so hard to become better. It's my biggest personal challange right now. Fighting against all the things that might get in the way, of my happiness. I'm having to go down the the deepest darkest, most untouched parts of my soul, and clean up the cobb webbs and re-arrange the furniture. There is opposition in all things though. And It's a struggle. If it ever comes out in my letters, forgive me. I'm working to change. I want to come back home, a new man. A new person. And a better person.

I will be that person.

I love you all so much.

I'm sorry I don't get back in letters very fast.

Brother Ashley, I hope you are well! Forgive me for not writing back yet.

Mike & Esther, I love you. I hope you are well. Thank you for the scrapbook! It's huge!

Dad, before your opperation I demand that you, Lisa, and ALL the kids in the family take family pictures. Nice proffessional ones. If Amy and Deanna refuse, then thats their beef. But I want you all to get a nice family portrait before then, and then send it too me.

Also, Elder Hoole told me to tell you, (dad) to read "Driven" by Larry H. Miller. He went through some similar stuff apperently. And it's one of Elder Hoole's favorite books. read it!

Thats a missionary telling you to do something by the way. Not just your son. (So I think you have to do it. ;) )

Im SO EXCITED FOR TIFFANY!!!!!! YEEEEAAHHHHH!!! CHEF KREYOL!!! I'm sending her a letter ASAP and teaching her some Boss Creole.

So Jealous! When I get back in 2 years She and I will have to hit the streets of Haiti and clean some more kids mouths!

Thank you Kate for the packages! Elder Hoole flipped when he got mail! haha

I love you all so much. I hope things are well at home.

Steph, thanks for forwarding me Souer Johnson's emails! She seems to be doing fantastic.

Any word on Elder Turek? Did China town get the best of him yet?

I know I asked for a ton of stuff, and I'm sorry I'm a greedy kid.

I'll work on that.

But basically, what it boils down too is this.

My needs.

1. Mom, I really want that scrapbook with my farewell pictures in it. I'd love it if you could get that to me :)

2. I really need a GPS. Miami is a madhouse for driving. I know it's expensive, but I'll use it forever. (Don't forget to get the abscure character voices for it haha)

3. I am in desperate need for scripture cases, I asked for 2 while I was still in the MTC, and my scriptures are being demolished in my back pack without them, I need 1 that will fit my Quad, and 1 that will fit my Creole BOM, and Sainte Bible. If I could get those Asap, I'd love you forever. I don't want my scriptures to fall apart..

4. I came up with a new request, that is also expensive, but will last my whole mission. A Voice Recorder. A nice 1, that I can put diferent memory cards into. That would really come in handy for study, and for fun. (Think about that.)

5. CD's. Motab CD's. I really need um! Without music I die. If I could get some of the abscure one's too, that'd be nice! Like when they sing Broadway/Musical stuff. Like President Monsons 85th B-day Celebration! Please!!

6. I seriously need a Finn hat. (Adventure Time)

I would wear it all the time. ALL THE TIME.

"Mathmaticall!!"

I love you all so much!

Thank you for all your support and love.

I hope you're all well.

Don't forget your homework President Anderson gave you!

Don't forget I love you.

And don't forget to write me!

Seriously!

It makes my whole world when I get mail.

I want pictures from every single 1 of you! Weekly! Monthly! Daily! ^_^

So!

Mail me.

It's the happiest day of my life, everyday I wake up and serve.

Almost been here a whole transfer.

Feels like a whole year!

Keep strong.

Keep faithful.

Stay Beautiful.

Dream something beautiful for me...

N'a w'e pita cheri yo.

-Elder Turek

(The most boss missionary Miami has ever seen.)

Oh hey.

It's you again.

No way! I'm so excited!

SO!

Let's talk business.

This week was good. Hecktic. But good. We blessed a lot of people, and had a lot of really amazing experiences! (And I forgot every one of them!) (crap.)

Lets get my brain working again. 

Reboot!

...

Yeah, I can't remember.

We had a baptism! It wasn't a convert baptism, but it was still awesome! His name was Nathan, a 8 year old Haitian boy from a family of the Ward. It was so cool! We have a baptism scheduled for this weekend, to a great old Haitian guy named Alex. I'm super excited for him. I'm wondering why we keep meeting all these awesome, and prepared Haitian guys 55+. Interesting. Wagner talked to the Bishop yesterday about getting the Priesthood! I'm so excited for him!

The missionaries in our zone were asked to sing at the Homecoming of a missionary returning from Panama. We accepted (Free food, and I got to sing! WOO!!) So, It was an amazing experience. The whole service was in Spanish, so I had no idea what was going on. (I talk about that more later) But it was still a lot of fun! When we sang, everybody, and I mean every body, was in tears. We sang "Army of Helamen" Everybody loved it. We watched a slide show of the Sister returning home, of her life, and of her mission. That was kind of frustrating watching haha. I just got here! I don't want to see people just returning! Give me a break! I've gotta sink into this before I can be trunkie. Sheesh. 

Elder Hoole and I were asked to go down to South Beach to give an investigator a blessing that was suffering from anxiety. I immediately jumped on that idea because I had my own battle with anxiety, and knew just what to do. Elder Hoole jumped right on the Idea because "WE'RE GOING TO SOUTH BEACH!! WOOOOO!!!!!" South Beach is a Red Zone. Which means. "You do NOT go to South Beach." We worked everything out, and got permission, and cruised down to 1st st. We tried seeing the Heat Stadium, but couldn't.... Anyways. We got to Virginia's house, and I was able to talk her through it all. We gave her a blessing, and she was so grateful. I was really happy I had that experience. To be able, to bless somebody that I could relate to deeply. That was a very powerful night to me. 1 that I'm thankful for. I know she's doing better now. :)

I learned this week, (for the second time, but more powerfully) That the Spirit, isn't biased by language. And is completely universal. Wherever there is truth being said, it will Testify of its reality. We've been having weekly exchanges with the North Miami beach Elders, they're Spanish speaking Elders, and we Harvest in some pretty Spanishy areas. So, I kinda take a break from Creole for a day, and get to learn how to recognize the spirit. I've had multiple experiences, where somebody is talking to me in Spanish, and somehow, I know exactly what they're saying, without understanding a word. It's incredible! I don't know everything being said. But I get the gist. I've noticed, its not knowledge in my head. But it's how I feel. I can feel what they're saying, through the spirit. (I'm pretty sure thats what the Gift of Tongues means haha) I'm really amazed by the reality, and power that the spirit has. No matter where you go, no matter what language you speak in. When you Testify of Christ. The Holy Ghost is there.

Incredible.

We had a Zone Conference last week too. President talked a lot about encouragement. It was really uplifting, even though I wasn't down haha.

At the Zone conference President told us about a new thing coming out next Monday I believe, on the 26th. It's all about Christmas! I'm so excited for it! I'ts going to be run on mormon.org/christmas I want each of you to check it out next week!

I want each of you also, to do some missionary work this week.

I want each and every one of you, to reach out to somebody. Anybody. You all have friends don't you? Friends that might not be members of the Church, or Active? I want you to invite them to Church. Invite them to Thanksgiving dinner, and be a friend to them! You'll have no idea what kind of effect you'll have on their lives. I'f you've been too afraid to talk to them about the Church before, If you've been to afraid to talk to them about the Gospel. About Christ. Or about anything that is good, and true. Throw that fear away, and do it. I want each of you, to be a missionary. Just because I have a badge on my heart, and a calling to fufill doesn't mean you don't have to put the name of Christ in your heart, and serve others. "Every Member a Missionary." Take that to heart.

And then tell me about the experiences you've had. This Christmas, I want each of you to share the story of the birth of Christ together with your families, and, with 1 friend you have, that might be alone. Scared. Struggling. Or afraid. Tell your less active, or inactive, or non member friends about it. I want you all, to have the same kind of blessing I feel each day as I serve. And I want you all to share what you know. God has gifted you a Testimony. That is a sacred gift. To build, and to grow.

And the best way to grow it, is to share it with others. 

You have all been called to serve.

Christ lives. That reality is undeniable. If you don't know of a surety for yourselves. Pray, and ask God with a sincere heart, and I promise you, as a representative of Jesus Christ, you will have your answer.

I love you all so much, It hurts.

I love you all so much, because I know you love me too.

If you didn't you wouldn't be reading this.

I love you so much I wish I could describe to you face to face, that Jesus Christ lives. That He loves you so much it's impossible to comprehend. That He has restored His gospel on the earth again. And that each of us, have a chance, to learn from it. Grow in it. And feel all the happiness you feel, as you follow Him.

He lives.

He is there.

If any of you, are having any kind of disbelif or doubt in my words, and in Him. Pray.

He is ALWAYS there for you.

I love you so much.

Nan non JeziKri, amen.

The time is running thin, and I have some other things to include in this email.

Family, (All 9001 of you.) Please set up SKype for Christmas. I know this is pretty early to talk about, but I need to know the gameplan, so everything runs smoothly. And, I figure it'll take 3 weeks for ya'll to get around to doing it, so this is your heads up.

Mom, If you haven't already made the plak for the church, I want my quote to be Helamen 10:4-5.

I also need you to send the second can of hair stuff. I have to part my hair as part of mission rules, and my hair is like concrete when I try and move it. I have to use a lot.

I also need some tips/help with shaving. (Funny right?) But seriously, I need something that works. I have to shave everyday. And my facial hair is like steel. It is indesctructable, and grows in 3 hours after I shave, with a vendetta against me. Help me! I don't want to keep looking like Freddy Kruger.

Attention everybody! Elder Owens an elder in my Apartment is going home soon! His farewell will be December 16th at the Chapel in Pleasant Grove UTah, next to the school. at 12pm.

Go check it out! He's one of the best in the mission.

Scott and Susan, you sent me a letter in the MTC and I wrote back, but it jstu got forwarded back to me. Can I get your address so I can mail it back to you?

Happy B-day Emmie!!!!!!!!

Hope you have an Awesome Birthday!

Aight, I gotta go.

Please write people! I feel like I'm not getting the scoop on whats up back home... LEt me in.

Write me everybody!

Don't hestitate!

Tell people on facebook to write too!

Dear Family,

If you're wondering why I didn't email you yesterday, It's because a massive Hurricane hit Florida, and all the computers in Fort Lauderdale exploded.

No, but seriously, the Internet at the Church was down, and because it was a Holiday, (Go Veterans!) all the libraries were closed.

Well, what would you like me to talk about? This is my 3rd week here, and I already feel like a natural. I'm still practically a baby, and I need Elder Hoole (My daddy) to hold my hand and tell me whats going on. The crazy Elder told me I'll probably be training after the end of next transfer. No way. I still cant speak this language! If it wasn't for the gift of tongues picking up my lack, I wouldn't be able to say 10 words to somebody!

So, I feel selfish for not really having a lot to say to you this week. I only get 1 tiny chance to talk to you all each week, and I'm sitting here at the Library with a timer staring me down, and no thoughts in my heads.

So, I've heard some bad news from back home... Which explains why I havent gotten much contact from some of you. Is there anything I can do about that?

I'm not a spiritual giant like some of you have framed me to be also. My last few emails have been so full of spiritual experiences, and excitement, and I know those experiences haven't stopped happening. They just happen every day, and Im ashamed to say I might've gotten lazy is recognizing, and cherishing them already. I'l definitelly work on that. I don't want to lose the excitement my little greenie heart had the first few days. My heart was bursting at the seems. I was so happy, and ready. It was like I was a whole new person. A fresh, start. An entirely clean slate. It felt amazing. I felt what it means to be fully dedicated to the Lord, Might, mind, body, and strength. I felt like Superman. (I've been called Clark Kent by 5 different people out here so far. I'm okay with this.)

It's amazing to think, how missionary work was before Harvesting. I can't imagine how difficult it was to get 1 person that wouldn't slam the door in your face. Here in the south, EVERY body loves Christ. (Mostly everybody.) Everybody (Mostly everybody) has some bit of faith in him. And our entire message is about Christ, and everything we do, is to invite others to come unto Christ. So, we almost always are able to bless people. Haitians will always let you in. They're all "Batize Deja" (Baptized already) and wont always accept baptizm, but they're still followers of Christ. Everybody needs a prayers. Everybody wants to know God loves them. And everybody wants to feel happy. Thats what we're here for. And so Harvesting, is a huge, huge, blessing. I'm able to change lives, use the priesthood everyday, and grow a little stronger in faith, and in purpose, after each prayer, and invintation to be baptized. It's incredible.

I know that this work is true. That I'm better for it. And that it is hard... terrifying to some, confusing to others... But pushing all that aside.. I know that its worth it.

Don't give up.

Don't ever give up.

Not now, not tomorrow, not ever.

Keep the faith my friends.

God loves you.

No matter what decisions you make, you can be forgiven, and make up for them, through Christ.

I know that he's there.

Don't be sad.

Keep going.

Keep improving.

Keep struggling through life.

With God, nothing is impossible.

Come unto Him.

He is waiting with loving, and open arms.

He has never left you. 

And never leave you.

I love you man.

I love you so much.

Nan non, JeziKri, amen.

Times short, so I gotta get these things out there fast!

Dear Tracy & Shane? How's life/School/Work?

Tracy, tell your Highschool girls to forget about their boyfriends and go on a mission after they graduate!

(And to write me.)

Shane! Keep singing. I've been practicing really hard out here haha. I wanna sound as good as you when I get back! I'm in a Haitian Choir at the church. (NONE OF THEM CAN SING. I'm the only tenor. And the only one that is nice... (Some Haitian Momie told me I can't sing... :'( )

Dear Mom,

I love you!

How's Tiara/ life/ where are my letters?

/Scrapbook!

Dear Dad & Lisa, How're the kids?! I get your Dear Elders nearly each saturday... So, by the time I get them. Whatever you tysped to me was basically irrelevant. :P

Tell Cory I say hi.

Dear Missy!

Hi!

Ummm...

And friends! Thanks so much for your letters this week. I love you all so much.

Sorry there wasn't any pictures this week. Next time.

I love you all so much...

Amy, Deanna, I hope all Is well. Write me sometime okay?

Anything of the Blog update?

I know things are rough right now. But keep me posted.

I'm still waiting for everybody to write me their conversion stories/favorite scriptures!

I'd love that so much.

I miss listening to music. It's why im craving MOTAB so bad. Send me the unique albums too!

I stood in a walgreens and listened to some new song of Taylor Swifts and I wanted to cry.

THATS low

Okay, so thats the list for today. I'd really appreciate more letters and stuff. It seems like every Elder hits a black point in their mission where everybody gets bored of writing them. And I don't want that to happen!

I don't have time to print off all the Emails you sent me Steph, but thanks for mailing them!

Aight, I love you all so much. Cya.

Wagner Victor Lucious,

Paske M' te resevwa otoriti na'me Jezikri,

M' batize ou, nan non Papa a, ak Pitit Gason an, ak Santaspri a, amen.

Dunk. 

Bonjou!

Yesterday was an incredible day. I baptized for the first time, and especially for the first time in a new language! It was awesome!!

Fre Wagner was so prepared, and so ready. I don't feel like we did much of anything to get him to the font haha. He's a 66 year old Haitian guy. So he's kinda frail. He's like my Haitian Grandpa. I love the guy so much! I'm so excited to have been the one to teach him, and to have the honor to baptize him! I've been here 2 weeks tomorrow, and things are moving incredibly fast already! I'm so proud of my Lord. He sent me to the best mission ever. To teach the best people ever. I love my mission. I love my companion Elder Hoole. I love my Mission President. I love Miami. I love the Haitian people. And I love the Gospel of Jesus Christ. I know it's true with all my heart. Or else, I wouldn't be here. It's not as hard as I thought It would be honestly. It takes every ounce of your patience, understanding, time, and attention. But if you love what you do, at every step of the way, it's not a trial. It's an adventure. It's the most incredible things I've ever done in my life, and probably ever will do. Not like the life after the mission wont be incredible, I'm just so... lucky, to have the oppertunity, to spend every second of my life, in the service of my Savior. To spend each and every day, bearing my testimony, exersizing my priesthood by blessing people, their families, and their homes, inviting others to come unto Christ is my purpose. And I strive to live it each and every day. To any that are thinking, have thought, or are questioning wether or not you should serve a mission. I promise you, you will never regret, never forget, and your life will forever, be changed for the better. It is the greatest work I have done in my life. And I have never been happier in my entire life. So don't wait any longer then you have too. Prepare yourselves now. Get worthy now, and get ready now. The Lord has need of you. And you will not be dissapointed. I love you all so much. I hope I can inspire, or touch the heart of one of you. I hope I can be an instrument to encourage you to serve a mission for yourselves. I hope you know, I love you. Deeply. And that the Lord loves you. So much so, that He wants to give you the chance to serve an honorable full time mission, and be blessing infinitely for it.

I love you. 

This mission is changing me. I probably sound fairly selfish on my emails home, demanding all sorts of things and asking for you all to write me and such, which I realize Is very selfish. And I've realized, and will try to put an end to that. I don't want P-day to become my selfish time. But this mission is changing me. I feel focused, relaxed, and happy. Usually, I'm lazy, unwilling, and for the most part uncaring. I didn't really apply myself, or look for oppertunities to be positive, even when the situation is terrible. I mean, I've run into a ton of situations here while out Harvesting where I could have been sad about or whatever. But I keep on fufilling my purpose. "Invite other to come unto Christ." Thats what I've been called to do, so thats what I'm gonna do. Doesnt matter who it is. Elder Benitez and I went on an exchange of Friday, and blessed 9 people together. It was an incredible experience. The 1 apartment complex we Harvested was very interesting. It's different to see how different people are from door to door. There were quite a few Jewish people in this particular complex. They had the little page of the Tora on the door. I loved fufilling my purpose. Knocking on their doors with faith, that they'd accept the prayer and blessing, regardless of what they personally believe. We were rejected by a few. But, I keep trying. Again, with Faith that they'll accept. I knock on another Jewish home. A man answered, and we introduced ourselves. He then, went on to tell us about his beliefs and stuff, and we talked with him shortly about what we believed. He then accepted our prayer and blessing! It was completely new. He was super sarcastic. And i'm sure he was mocking us now and then. But we still fufilled our purpose. Elder Benitez and I are probably the only missionaries in Florida that've been accepted to leave a blessing with somebody of the Jewish faith! haha It all comes down to faith. Have faith, and the Lord will provide. I love my brothers and sisters. Wether they be black or white, christian, or otherwise, faithful, or faithless. They are all Gods children, and are all apart of my family. And I will do whatever I can, never backing down, to fufill my purpose. And share the Love Christ offers us, with all that I can. Everyone.

Elder Benitez and I also blessed a 15 year old boy named Diego. He asked us to pray for familes that dont break apart. And that his grandfather thats passed is in heaven, and not the "other place." And that he'll get to see him someday.

He reminded me so much of myself. I felt an immediate bond with him.

As Elder Benitez prayed. I felt the immense, and unfathomable love the Lord has for Diego. I felt it so strongly, I couldn't help but weep. As Elder Benitez finished the prayer, I looked up to see Diego's eyes, red, and soaked with tears. I felt so much love for him. I felt the Saviors love for him. And as a representative of Jesus Christ, I took his hand firmly in mine, and promised him. He will see his Grandfather in Heaven, someday. He wept. We both tried desperatly to hold back our tears. We took down his information, and I gave him a card with our phone number, and wrote on it... "Familes can be together forever." And left my name on the card. It stared at it for a good miniute, trying to hold back his tears. And then firmly, grabbed my hand in his, like a brother to another brother, and we said goodbye.

I don't know that boy beyond that experience. But I know that he is a Child of God. Like all of us are. And that the Lord loves him more than can be described, like the Lord loves all of us.

Family, friends, and muggle's,

I know, without a shadow of a doubt that this work is true. That God lives. That his Son died for us. That the Gospel of Jesus Christ is true. That the Church of Jesus Christ of latter-day Saints is the true church of Christ, and that we have a living Prophet today. I know that the power of the Priesthood is on the earth today. I use it every single day, and I see the power, and blessings It brings to other people, and to myself. I know that what I'm doing, is the work of the Lord, and I wouldn't trade it for anything else in the world. This is only my second week. But I'll strive each day, to continue doing, what I'm doing. Because I know this is true. If any of you, don't know this for yourselves.... Ask God. He will give you an answer. Like He has given me, over, and over again. Each day I look into the eyes of my bretheren on earh. I am remined of it.

I love you all.

Nan non JeziKri, amen.

Dear Kate, I found the pictures you sent me! All is well.

Dear Kari, Amy, and Susan, could you all please send me your missionaries emails? I'll be able to print them off and read them. But if you could spend the time to phsyically mail them to me, that'd be awesome.

Dear Mom, could you, or Kate, or Lisa, make a missionary blog for me? And post all my emails on it, and then post it to Facebook each week, so all of my friends could see it? As well as post my Addresss so people can send me mail.

Thanks so much.

Dear Everybody, GET ACTIVE WITH MISSIONARY WORK IN YOUR WARDS. Missionaries need members more then ever. Memebers make missionary work over 9000 times better for the investigators. Feed missionaries, teach with the missionaries, and help them out as best you can each week. Contact your wards mission leader, and ask how you can help please.

Can everybody also make a Mormon.org profile?! I'll be able to see it each week. And it would be a huge help for millions of people online. It doesnt take long. Please do it!

Also, Thanks Nana, Ester, and Eric for the mail this week!

I'd love it if you all who read this would write me.

I love you so much, and I want to hear from you.

I wanna hear how my friends are doing too.

I don't want to be demanding with my letters. But it really means a lot to me when I get random little letters here and there from one of you I love.

Send me something. :)

I hope you all watched Harry Potter 1 in my honor on Halloween! If not, have an Elder Turek Appreciation night, and do it. Have festivities with good snacks, and movies. Then tell me about it!

P.S. Tell me about what you did on Halloween! I made brownies that turned out being like soup... It sucked.

I hope you'll all still write me your conversion stories...

I hope you'll all write me at all.

I Love you.

Goodbye for this week!

-Elder Turek